CHEMICAL-free DAYs

Saya ske sume hari dalam seminggu.
Saya bersyukur dipanjangkan umur untuk melalui kesemua ke7 hari dlm seminggu.
Tp dalam byk2 hari saya paling ske hari Sabtu dan Ahad.


Saya ske make up.
Tp saya xreti make up.
Ari2 g keje saya make up.
Reti ke tak reti ke, saya ske make up!
Tp ble malas saya pakai bedak je.. **saya xkan keluar tanpa bedak!**
Ble g keje saya ske pakai foundation.
Kadang2 pakai eye liner. Blusher. Mascara. Gloss.
And compact powder is compulsory.
Pas 2 pakai lotion kat kaki ngan tangan.
Sbb kulit saya xtahan aircond, nanti cepat kering.


Ble g keje saya wajib pakai perfume. And deodorant.
Ble pakai baju kurung moden, saya tepakse pakai bekong.
Nk sorok muffin kt perot. Haha..

Saya rase sgt elegant ble ke ofis.
Rase sgt jelita.
Haha..


Dan hari Sabtu dan Ahad adalah hari untuk saya bersama diri saya.
Sabtu dan Ahad adalah hari untuk badan saya berehat.
Hari untuk kulit saya bernafas.
My chemical free days!
No make up at all.
No deodorant.
No lotion.
No bekong.
Arrrggghhh.. Rase sgt fresh!
Hari bebas dri bahan kimia.
Hari saya menjadi diri saya.

I wish I could enter to spa during "holiday" once I got my salary :)

it's SATURDAY!

Ouh, here my SATURDAY has came :)
I wanna utilize my SATURDAY and SUNDAY to the max!
It's time 2 relax. I wish I could hit the spa.. Or perhaps going to Fitness First =D
** just be patient, only 23 days left ** Quite long actually ;(

Seriously, bekerja sgt penat!
Kawan2, sila la menikmati hidup anda sebagai pelajar dgn sepenuhnya :)
Dulu mase kat campus asal malaz je ponteng klaz..
Hujan je tros berlingkar atas katil. Jgn harap nk g klaz.
Tp skang da xde istilah M.A.L.A.S.
Masuk keje kul 9, balik kul 6.
Maghrib baru sampai umah.
Penat!
Xsempat nk update cerita2 Melayu kat TV.
Sadis!

And part paling xlarat ble si cilik kat umah sebox tanya mcm2. Haha..

- Kak Nur pergi mane?
- Kenapa kena pergi keje?
- Kak Nur naik ape?
- Kak Nur keje kat mane?
- Kenapa Kak Nur smayang lagi?
- Kalau xsmayang macam mane?
- Kalau ALLAH xsayang nk buat macam mane?
- Nak sikat rambut Kak Nur...
- Nak ikat rambut Kak Nur...
- Kenapa Kak Nur dah nak tidow?
- Nak tidur ngan Kak Nur...
- Kak Nur buat ape?
- Kak Nur pakai ape?
- Bekas mata Kak Nur tertinggal ke?
- Kenapa Kak Nur pakai mata? *contact lense*
Bla.. bla.. bla..

Adoi, xlarat mahu jawab!
Jwb satu soklan, mesti ade soklan lagi..
Kenapa, ape, bila.. Sampai saya xtaw nk jwb ape.. Haha..
Nanti saya upload gambar si cilik 2..
Next edition k.. :)

ALLAH knows better

"Kadang2 sesuatu yang kamu sukai itu
Buruk untuk kamu.
Dan sesuatu yang kamu tidak sukai itu
Baik untuk kamu.
Sesungguhnya Dia yang Maha Mengetahui.."

And same goes to me! Last few years, I never imagined what my future is except being a lawyer.. I yearned to be a lawyer! Just a lawyer! But ALLAH knows better. And I started to be a Finance student. Still, ALLAH knows better. And I began my internship at Bank Rakyat. Really, ALLAH knows better.

I do love banking! Money... Money... Money... Yeah, MONEY is not everything but POVERTY is nothing. No matter what, I want to be part of banking sector. Syukur ALLAH, I got it! I've signed the agreement with Citibank yesterday. Customer service exec is not what I really want! But 1 thing for sure, ALLAH knows better. I just hope that I could cope with it and I could find the excitement of my life at Citibank :)

GOODBYE CITY never sleep

Emosi pelbagai flavor melanda lagi!

Last Thursday, I went for an interview with CitiBank. It was for customer service executive position. At first, I just went to the interview just to gain some experiences but then, that Indian man; Neela told me that I've passed the interview. Telling you this, I have no confidence to be a part of customer service line especially with this international bank. But the nice Neela advised me and gave me some tips as I honestly told him that I'm not so confident with my ability. Again, the nice Neela convinced me on that. He said that his senior Shiela; an Indian as well believed in me.
"Ok, I'll try my best." That's what I was saying to Neela.

And Friday came....
Again, I came to CitiBank to meet the recruitment manager. She's a Malay woman. I did prepare for the interview since it is my dream to join banking sector. There were all 5candidates. As usual, it was really hard for me to get rid off the word "nervous". But then, I just couldn't believe that I could answer well each questions she asked. I assured her how I love to be a part of customer service line. How I love to join CitiBank. And I think she loves my spirit! Hehe.. Is it too much? Haha.. She said that she would arrange my next level interview with the HR manager. O.M.G, I did it!!!


Monday came, the day for my final interview.....
Basically, Neela said that I would have 90% chances to be employed by CitiBank if I passed to the final one. And for this final stage interview, I've put my full efforts on it. I've make up my mind. Telling you the truth, I never imagined to be in customer service line before but then, I realized that customer service line is not just to pick up the calls. It is not just a phone girl but I would rather love to call it as a "Miss Know Everything". I believe I could enrich my knowledge if I were in customer service line. I love banking and of course customer service would give me great opportunity to study about bank's products and services. Really, I want to be in customer service line.


And the time came.. It was about 3p.m when I was first met with the HR manager. Madam Kim.
It was suck!!! I didn't know why, all my confidence was gone once the manager kept arguing on my opinion.

"Why you didn't set you blog as a private? Is it ok with you to share your private stuffs with your friends? You know what, I do have my own blog but I didn't publicize my blog."

Common la nyonya, everyone have their one preferences! Just because you didn't publicize your blog, you want me not to publicize it as well?

"Your ambition is to be a lawyer but why are you here? Why didn't you sit again for your examination in law? Or perhaps you could further your degree at private college as long as you do what you really want to."

O.M.G, I was sweating!!! What do you expect me to do??? That was my biggest failure after all. It was easy for you to suggest me to go for the private class but really, it was not as simple as you think. Money is the matters and I believe in my destiny. Allah would always give me the best.

"You got the offer from Astro but why don't you try? I know you love banking but Astro is a such big company in our country, you supposed not to decline the offer."

Excuse me madam. I just did what I want to do. I just choose what I really interested to. I didn't know what was exactly in your mind. Before this, you asked me to do what I really want to; further my study in law but now, you urged me to build my career path with Astro rather than banking.

"I think customer service environment is not suitable for you. From your explanation before, I found that you are the one who love to deal directly with the customers. You like to walk there and walk here and I believe you are more suitable in front line environment."

"You're good, nothing wrong with you but I don't think you are able to just sit on your chair for 8hours period. You should think better what you really want to do and what you really love to do."

O.M.G, it's obvious that she didn't want me!!! I know myself better. I know what I really want to. Is it my fault if I love dealing with the customers? Is it my fault if I enjoy doing marketing activities during my internship? Is it my fault if I try to be honest? This was my first time I was fully prepared for the interview but it turned out to be a nightmare for me! It was all gone.. Goodbye CitiBank ;(

:: Thanks Neela ;)
:: Thanks Ms Linda
:: Thanks Madam Kim

dilema IBM

Penim kepala I..

Xtaw nk g Key Ell ke x..

Ari Rabu ade interview.

Ari Sabtu nk g pulau..

Cam membazir je g Key Ell kejap, pas 2 balik umah, pas 2 g Key Ell balik..

Adoi..

Last week ade IQ assessment kt IBM..

Soklan sgt ssh! Betol, xtipu!

Candidate sbelah saya byk tinggal blank..

Candidate kat depan pon same..

And saya lupe bwk calculator!!!

I was the only candidate who didn't bring the calculator!

Terok gak la nk jwb soklan Mathe dye..

And saya cam da hopeless mase 2..

Pasrah!

Tup2 the next 2days IBM call saya

Mase 2 saya kt KLSentra 2nggu kazen saya datang amix..

Pompuan yg call saya 2 tiba2 byk tanya

Dye tanya career objectives, interest saya, kenapa pilih IBM..bla..

Apa yg saya paham pasal Finance and byk lagi!

Saya tym 2 sgt letey sbb seharian jln situ cni..

So jwb pon ala kadar..

Nak2 mase 2 KLSentra sgt bising..

I couldn't clearly hear her voice!

And couldn't even notice that she did say I was passed the test!

Last2 baru la saya taw..

2 pon pas saya wat muka xmalu..

Selamba je tanya saya pass x ari 2..

And now, I'm looking forward for a good news..

I've passed the test. Basically, they would call me again 4 an interview..

Tp xtaw ade x rezki saya..

Tp ble da taw saya pass test 2, tb2 cam da berharap pulak..

B4 ni da pasrah da..

Hope 4 the best :)

Kalo ade, ade la..

Kalo xde, nk wat cane kan..

an A.C.C.I.D.E.N.T

Sari berita penting.. Cewah!

26/06/2010

1.30 p.m

*arini baru sempat update*

Pada hari kejadian, saya g Pengkalan Kubor bersama Abe Lel*my dad's cousin* n Apih*my lil bro* Jalan2 sambil blaja drive. Ok, jgn tekejot yerk. Saya da dpt licence since 2006 but I never work on it. Hahaha.. P pon da lame expired :)

Nk jd cite, smlm Abe Lel nk withdraw duet kat Maybank. So saya ngan besar hati g la park kete sbelah building Maybank 2. Memang smooth da mase tu. Tup2 ble da nk makin dkt ngan wall 2, saya nk tekan brek la kan.. Xtaw la cane, g tetukar tekan minyak!!!

Omaigod! Dum! Rase begegar ok! Abes duet syiling ayah kat dashboard 2 jatuh.. Saya da pucat da. Neves seh! Mak ai, lampu depan pecah! Bumper broke! Mati ai! And tangan Apih terseliuh sbb dia terjatuh ke bawah..

Abe Lel suh kol ayah. Suh bg taw ayah.. Adoi, dup dap dup dap dada ai.. I almost broke my blood vessel because of nervousness!

- Hello Ayoh..

- Hom..

- Ayoh, Nor langgar dinding.......................................

*wat2 sedey..*

- Dinding mano?

- Tepi Maybank ni. Lapu pecoh sikit

*ade unsur2 menipu di situ*

- Pah gano 2? Ado luka2 x?

- Xdok..

- Bley balik ko dok 2?

- Bley.. Abe Lel bowok.. Nati ayoh tengok sdiri la staro mano..

- Hom2.. Balik dulu..

- Ayoh, Nor mitok maah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nor xsengajo!

- Hom.. Balik dulu..

Hehe.. Begitulah kisah nye.. Sibaek xkena marah! Ble sampai umah, ayah gelak jerk.. Bekali~kali saya gurau ngan ayah konon2 kalo dye nk amix balik duet yg dye bg saya ari 2, saya bley bagi =D Hahaha.. Pd hal dalam hati ade taman, berat ati nk bagi! Ayah bg RM300 suh beli baju untuk KONVO.. Errrr.. Sbena nye saya yg bg taw ayah nk beli batik. Hehe..

Sorry Ayoh.. :(

Job Hunter and Man Hunter

Da masuk bulan baru;)

Saya masih lagi memburu.. *job hunter* wah3..

Rase sgt cemburu..

Siti da diburu. Hahaha..

*pandai saya berpantun*

Siti, kawan practical saya da dapat keje. Adoi.. Down gler! Mcm mane ni Mc Nor wei??? Smlm ble dapat taw Ti da dpt keje, kalot saya anta resume. Bukak website 2, website ni.. Tp sedey nye, byk vacancy yg closing date dye 31/5/2010. Hua3..

Sejak dulu sampai la da masuk alam dewasa, saya still lagi ngan sikap take-things-for-granted saya. Slalu xmo srabotkan fikiran. Da lame saya free tp xpenah bersungguh nk anta resume. Ala kadar je. Dlm note saya punyalah banyak list company tp bru brape kerat je yg saya da anta. Asal bukak lappy jerk, FB. Tak pon online shopping. And skang ni saya ngah addicted ngan sinetron Indon,"BENCI BILANG CINTA". Asik duk mengadap lappy, 2nggu buffering. Adoi.. Ble nk siap keje mcm ni..

Tp arini da speed up da sket. Ade la dlm 3company yg saya da ushar. 2 pon byk yg da sampai closing date. Sgt frust! AmBank da terlepas.. PNB pon same. Cane la bley lupe nk submit application form kat PNB? Smlm closing date dye. X ingt langsung!

Perlu berusaha lebey kuat lagi!!! Dem, lambat gler jalur lebar saya ni.

Adoi, gue suday angau same Baim Wong. *Benci Bilang Cinta*Saya sgt ske same Baim! Dlm cite ni dye sgt cold! I love the character. Ok, taste saya agak berubah sedikit. Saya da mula ske lelaki jambu. Hahahaha..

Xkre la ape pon, tp sgt heart character Baim yg cold and cool 2. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh.. Dye sgt macho! Mahu Baim!!!

.SANGAT.INGIN.MAHU.

Xsempat nk berblog akhir2 ni..

Byk nk cite.. Paling mau sgt cerita ialah pasal Maybank Assessment..
Assessment was held last Monday. 100Qs English Assessment to be answered in 1hour and 44Qs IQ Test to be answered in 20minutes plus 28Qs Numeric IQ Test to be answered in 25minutes! OMG, sgt ssh! Yg English Test, xsempat read all the articles tp tepakse circle answer yg mane ske sbb betol2 xsempat masa. Tp yg IQ test lagi hampeh! Lebey 20soklan kosong xde jwpn. Peluru xcukup pantas nk maen tembak2.. Dem! Sgt sedey..

Rase down gler! Lagi down ble all the shortlisted candidates cam terror2 speaking bhase omputeh. Satu perkataan Melayu pon xkua! Mau nanges! Mau make budu!!!

Apprentice Programme sgt cun! Basic salary RM3,000 kawan2 oi! Cube bagi taw company mane nk offer byk 2 untuk fresh graduate? Xcukup ngan 2, siap bg allowance RM300 for apprentice. Pas setahun training, tros Maybank absorb. Hua3.. Mane nk dapat peluang cam 2 lagi? This is the first and I was so afraid if this would be my last chance. Da la yg shortlisted candidates pon xramai. Xsampai 20 orang! Competitors sgt sedikit tp persaingan sgt sengit!


Saya sgt frust. Kuciwa. Sedey. Pilu. Hiba. Terkilan. Down gler. Pas jwb assessment, tros called mak. Ngadu tros! Sibaek x nanges. Mak ckp ni bru 1st interview, xyah sedey sgt. Pasni ade la 2 rezeki. Orang laen pon dekat 40kali g interview tp still xdpt keje gak.. Tp saya still sedey. Kuciwa xdpt join Apprentice. Ingin mahu sgt jd part of Maybank!

Esok nye, mak called. Saya tanye mak, ayah kuciwa x ngan saya? Kunun2 xberjaya keje kat Maybank kan.. Mak cakap,

"Dok la.. Ayoh biaso jah. Ayoh oyak mujur jugok sbb ayoh takot kalu Nur kijo bank nati, lwt2 male baru kelik sapa umoh."

Saya terkejot. Xsangke ayah kureng ske saya keje bank. Tp saya nk keje bank! At least before saya terikat. Cewah! Harap2 ade la rezeki saya keje kat bank. Xdapat Maybank, Bank Rakyat pon jadi la. Hahahahaha.. Very demanding!

1st ASSESSMENT- Maybank

Sgt nervous skang.. Adoi.. Rase sgt bedebar. Saya perlu ke Maybank pada ari Isnin akan datang untuk assessment 4 the apprentice program. Adoi.. Sgt panic!

Td Abg Amin called. Dye ckp assessment untuk apprentice ni agk berbeza dari assessment untuk staff biasa. Yg apprentice ni agak tough. Adus.. Takot! Dye akan bg 2set soklan.. English Test serta Cubiks Ability Test. Apekah..???

Skang ni saya ngah google2 pasal cubiks 2.. And perlu juge prepare about current issue. Adus! Suday lame ngak bace paper.. Sgt berdebar! 1 lagi masalah, saya xwat lagi mini transkrip! Cane ni?

Tulun doakan saya.. Saya sgt ingin bekerja di bank. At least b4 saya kawen, saya nk ade experience keje kat bank. Cewah! Tak leh blah ayat. Tp saya betol2 siriuz.. Ble da kawen, saya da xmo keje kat bank. Permudahkanlah segala urusan saya Ya Tuhan..