wOnderfOOL dAy=)

Xtaw kenapa, arini saya sgt besemangat! Hehe.. Pagi2 da mandi, pas 2 g PTAR engine. Tp xsampai 30minit study, tiba2 je rasa xsedap badan. Aiseh! Nak tak nak tepakse balik kolej, makan ubat. Adeh..

Otw balik kolej, kol mak. Saje hilangkan rasa buhsan jalan sorang2. Hehe.. Pas 2 borak ngan si Gemox. Ade ke patot saya msg dye xreply? Geram betol! Tup2 dye bg taw xde cdt. Hehe.. Nasib la Gemox eh dpt akak cam saya. Ble saya xde cdt, saya request ngan dye. Kononnya nk ganti balik tp saya memang sgt bermulut manis. Hahaha.. Windu nye kat family! Mau balik umah!

Sampai je kolej, saya tros makan ubt. Ble da makan ubt, mula la mengantuk. Teros tetido. Sedar2 da kul 3 lebey. Adoi! Ngantok banget! Pas smayang Zuhur, saya siap2 nk kua. Rasa cam nk melihat dunia luar plak. Hehehe.. Kak Ju g exam, so jln sorang2 je. Hurm.. Lepak kt MPH ok gak..

Sampai je PKNS saya tros g cari shawl 4 Ita. Nk pos g Jepun nihh! Hehe.. Byk kali gak la saya pusing2. 3x saya pusing2 kedai same, kali ke 4 baru saya decide nk beli yg mane. Hahaha.. Sometimes I'm quite picky! Sgt penat memilih! Lebey 2 jam saya pilih shawls. Nk g MPH pon da xsempat. Tp g KFC still sempat. Hehehe.. Bli twister n dinner plate. Yg dinner plate 2 share ngan Kak Ju yer.. Hehehe..

To ita.. "Ni gmbr shawl hok ak bli 2. Jd model jap nge Kak Ju. Hehehe.. Ok x? Ke nk tmbah agi? Sowi la Ita neh, ak ske kaler2 gni.. Hurm.. Yg merah hitam 2 bkn taste ak sbenar nye tp sbb pattern cam 2 ado kaler merah hitam ngan oren kuning je, so ak pilih merah hitam sbb oren kuning striking gler. Kang mum xmo plok.. Tp oren kuning sgt comey!"

Ok la.. saya ngah tgk bola sbenar nye ni. Tp cam lmbt gler dye buffering. Adeh.. GOMO KLATE GOMO..

don't ORDER that 4 a 1st DATE!!!

Hye girls.. Cewah! Hehehe..

Ni ade something saya nk share especially 4 girls..=)

Remember this, u're what u eat! And what u eat reflects what kind of person u're on ur 1st date. If u have never thought twice about what u put in ur mouth, it is the time u should. Ok, we start with..................................... Jeng jeng jeng..

10) a BIG MAC

Are u kidding???Mc D on a 1st date? Ouh, please! Never ever agree to a 1st date in a fast-food chain- it gives off the impression of not caring enough, and of being a cheapskate..

9) anything off the KID's MENU

A uni student should not be ordering anything off the kid's menu. If ur food has names like 'Spongebob Salad' or 'PowerPuff Pie', u send out signals of being an eternal child, and not in a good way..

8) VANILLA ice~cream

Nothing is wrong with vanilla ice-cream, but if ur date has ordered a brownie fudge dessert with chocolate sprinkles and chili flakes, then just a scoop of vanilla ice-cream spells boring, cheap, poor and unadventurous!

7) deep fried PROCESSED MEATs

Who can say NO to Mc D nuggets anyway? But if on a date, don't order a plate of nuggets with chili sauce! Eating 'silly' food is fine when at home, in your shorts and with 'Terminator' on DVD, but with a guy/girl u interested in, do opt for the real-deal!

6) LOBSTER, CRABs..

Chicken is great, lobsters are lip-smacking, and crabs are to die for. But on a first date if u can't eat it without making a mess, don't order it. It is impossible to have a good conversation when u're fighting with the chicken, or hammering ur crab on its cold, dead head! Always go for something u know u can eat easily and neatly, like a good fish fillet or boneless chicken.

5) SPAGHETTI

Sauce, meat, long thin noodles. Recipe for a great date? How about for disaster? Unless u're phenomenally skilled at eating a plate of spaghetti without spilling a drop of tomato sauce on ur outfit. But plz try avoid it!

4) Foods that SMELL STRONGER than they taste

U don't really need to read this but in case ur fav soup is onion soup, plz stay away from this thing. Bad breath is a surefire way to put someone off.

3) Appetiser, main course, another main course and dessert. Oh, and another dessert..

Wohoho.. DON'T ORDER more food that ur date! If ur date has skipped the appetiser, offer to share one or simply don't order it at all. Nothing is quite so awkward as eating while ur date stares blankly at u. So take a cue on what he will be eating, or risk looking crazy and greedy!

2) SALAD.. Just SALAD..

This is truly awkward! It could mean that u're "jaga badan",poor, or cheap. And worse yet if ur date has ordered a grilled rib-eye steak with the works. How awkward is that??? He is munching away and u're nibbling at cold lettuce.

1) The most EXPENSIVE thing on the menu

Usually the one that sends off the worst signal: if u're a girl, this spells high maintenance! Expensive food shows that u have a great taste and enjoy the finer things in life, right? WRONG! Calling for food based on price comes off as tacky and somewhat snooty, especially if u don't even like what u ordered, or if someone else will be picking up the tab. So, now that u know, don't make that order!

i want RICE!

Now I'm at menara's lab. Lega! Da present BEL da. Sbenar nye sgt risau td. Sbb tiba2 je rasa cam berpinar2. Macam nk pitam. Yelah, akhir2 ni slalu xcukup tidow. Smlm kul 11 lebey tidow, bgn kul 3 sbb nk siapkan report BEL. Ingatkan bley la sambung tidow tp kul 8 xsiap lg! Kul 10 da kne present. Sgt penat!

Jap lagi kena mkn nasi. Mesti! Da byk ari xmakan nasi. Uiks, patotlah rase cam nk pitam je td. Hurm.. ni msti sbb terlebey mkn pizza smlm. Haha.. Xcite lg psl kua smlm. Hehe.. Smlm kul 2lebey saya, Fida ngan Izwan Hamdan kua g Bukit Tinggi. Yg kesian nye, Fida ngan sumaxest awl2 da besiap, saya plg lmbt. But that's not my fault actually. Hehe.. Saya besiap kejap je smlm. Baju pon x iron..

Kitowang asik borak je smlm. Klakar pulak ble ingt balik. Sampai je tros bli tiket movie. Sibaek diowang nktgk cite kartun. YB nk tgk cite ape ntah, yg Brad Pitt 2. Tp saya xmo. Saya suh dye gk ngan Fida, saya nk tgk sorang2 cite laen. Haha.. Sibaek Fida ckp dye da tgk cite 2 n tersangat la bowink! So kitowang decide tgk cite kartun.

Pas 2 g mkn. Mkn pizz! Sbb ari 2 tiba2 saya tringin nk mkn spaghetti Pizza Hut. Hehe.. Tp ble bg taw YB si sumaxest, laju je dye ckp ON kalo ade orang nk bunje. Haha..

Smlm order set untk 4 orang. 2regular pizza! And saya tambah spaghetti! Hehe.. YB ngan Fida asik duk tukar2 cite psl movie. Isk3.. Action movie??? SITI NURQIMAH dislikes action movie! Haha.. Xtaw la kenapa, xseswai ngan jiwa saya yg ayu ni. Mak saya ckp, tym kecik2 dlu saya slalu nangis ble tgk cite aksi yg ganas2 2. Perang ke, murder ke.. Isk, sgt xske! Tp Fida ngan YB excited gler tukar2 cite. Haha.. YB da xnerves da..=D

Saya mkn 2slice je pizza. I have changed! Yahoo! Hua3.. Dulu tym kua ngan Ikhwan, saya bley abes kan 5slices ok! Saya sgt ske kua ngan org yg mkn byk! Rasa cam nk compete g2. Haha.. Tp smlm sbb saya da abeskan 1pnggan spaghetti, ALONE! so, cam da xlarat nk mkn byk. 2slices je bley. Tercabar ngan YB. Haha.. I like la!

Pas siap mkn, tgk movie. Fida ngan YB gelak x ingt dunia. Haha.. Cite 2 sgt klakar! Saya pon gelak gak tp xleh lawan Fida ngan YB. Ala, kalah 4 the first time. Hehe..

Xde gmbr la nk upload. Smlm lupa nk amix gmbr food sbb lapar sgt, sampai xsmpt nk amix gmbr.. Hehehe.. Tp sgt sonox smlm, mcm2 saya cite kat Fida. Bak kate YB, cam da lama xjpe. Haha.. Thanx Fida, thanx YB.. for the wonderful day=)

Saya mau makan nasi! Bye..................

makinPARAH

Arini pg2 lagi saya da g fac. Nk anta take home test yg patot nye kne submit semalam. Hehehe.. Malu nye sbb teserempak ngan Puan Fadzilah. Adeh.. Kantoi saya xsiap!

Skang ni kat library, wat report BEL. Esk kene present. Alamak, cuak gler! Ble check2 rupenye byk plak yg slh. So saya ngan Nani try repair ape yg patot especially part findings ngan conclusion. Tp sedey nye, tiba2 komputer problem. Tak pasal2 hilang sume yg da edit 2. Adoi, malang nye!

Saya xtaw nk wat cane. Nani suh saya balik je sbb saya da ckp kat dye saya nk jpe kawan pas Zuhur. Tp xsampai hati pulak nk suh Nani wat sorang2. Last2 saya tlg ape yg patot, sekadar termampu then saya suh Nani jpe Puan Siti Mariam. Mlm ni saya betolkan ape yg patot.

Adus, sgt2 bz! Ble bz camni, tiba2 saya jd blur! Smlm tym ym ngan MCB3CK a.k.a Izwan Hamdan, tiba2 dye tnye saya..

"Eh, ak nk tanyo ni.. Marin ak ado xjupo mu kat fac?"

Hahahaha.. Tym dye tanye 2, saya da gelak2 da.. Mane tak nye, b4 ym ngan dye saya ade ngadu kt Kak Ju yg saya rasa macam ade nmpak dye kt fac ari Jumaat ari 2. Tp xtaw kenapa, otak saya lmbt proses sket. Tym 2 kul 5 lebey, saya duk kat bangku siapkan assignment FSA. Ble da siap, rasa sgt lega! Tym nk bangun nk g submit assignment, saya rasa cam saya nampak dye jln dpn saya. Tp xtaw nape tym 2 saya tgk sekadar tgk je. Macam xde perasaan. Pelik gak sbenar nye. Ble balik bilik baru saya terfikir,

"Eh, td rase cam nampak YB."

Hahaha.. Bley pulak kan? Tp memang mcm 2 la.. Tiba2 jd sgt blur.. Hahaha.. BLur sampai dye dpn mata pon saya wat xtaw. Tp dye lg teruk, saya depan mata pon dye xtegur! Saya blur ke dye yg rabun? Hehehe..

Ok la.. Stop cni dlu.. Izwan Hamdan si sumaxest da msg tnye nk kua kul bape. Aiseh! Dye ske ckp saya ske bleter tp dye sbenar nye 2x5 je!

JiWaKaCaU

At last, saya dapat bernafas ngan tenang! Hehehe.. I was getting very busy for the whole week! Pagi Selase test RE, tp xdpt jawab! Hua3.. Ari Rabu kne submit assignment Portfolio. Kul 3pagi pon duk wat keje lagi. Tp still xsiap sampaikan kitowang stay kat PTAR sampai kul 8 malam! Sgt2 penat.. Ari Khamis pulak test SM ngan kuiz Personal Finance and arini la yg plg tough.. Pagi ade test FSA, kul 11 kne present Portfolio, kul 2 kne submit company analysis, kul 3 kne submit assignment RE and past year questions RE! Arrrggghhh.. Saya xsanggup dah!

This week saya sgt xterurus. G kelas xsempat iron baju, makan pon ala kadar je, tidow lagi la.. Tak pernah2 saya tidow lebey dari kul 12 sbb siapkan keje. Very teseksa jiwa raga! Sgt stress! Kulit muka pon da kusam, da xde seri. Hehehe.. I'm telling the truth ok. The whole truth, nothing else but the truth! Da r naek jerawat 1 kt pipi.. Hua3.. Gara2 stress la ni..

Yg kelakar nye, tiba2 je saya jd sgt blur. Td time nk balik kolej, tiba2 saya dengar orang panggil nama saya. Saya dengar tp xtaw kenapa, otak saya lambat nk proses. Lepas 2,3x baru saya pandang blakang. Ble pandang blakang, skali lagi saya blur sbb saya xnampak pon muka yg saya kenal kat situ pada hal time 2 Nurul da berdiri kat depan saya. Saya pandang je dye, macam xde perasaan. Lepas 2 baru lar saya sedar yg dye ade kat depan saya! Kenapa saya ni? Mak ai, saya betol2 jiwa kacau!

Nk dgr cite x? Hehe.. Baru2 ni, saya lupa ari ape. Tp minggu ni la. Time 2 da kul 10 lebey, saya da lewat g kelas. Cam bese, naek bus RapidKL. Tp tepakse bediri sbb manusia sgt ramai! Tiba2 ade sorang girl ni dye cross jalan tak tengok kiri kanan sampaikan pak cik bus tepakse brek mengejot. Kitowang dlm bus sume jerit sbb tekejot. Saya pon jerit sama. Tp taw x saya cakap ape?

"Allahuakbar!"

Adeh, malu gler! SITI NURQIMAH, kamu sgt klasik! Hahaha.. Saya tekejot sbenar nye time 2. Sgt tekejot! Mane tak nye, saya ngantuk gler time 2.. Tiba2 je bus brek macam 2.. Naseb baek saya tak tergolek jatuh! Adoi, penat betol jd student! Hehehe.. Ble nk kawen ni???

mencari yang HAKIKI

Taw x arini ape xtvt saya? Saya sbenar nye sgt bz this week tp ble terbace iklan kat tepi lif Melati, saya rasa saya perlu join xtvt 2. TERAPI SOLAT bersama ustaz jemputan dari Indonesia.. Saya ajk Kak Ju tp Kak Ju bz. Saya pon bz gak sbenar nye. Yelah, I have 4 tests! Tapi xpe la, bukan slalu pon ade bengkel cam 2..

Pagi2 lagi saya bgn, sbb bengkel 2 start kul 9. Tp bese la saya sgt lambat besiap. Kul 9.20 baru saya kluar dari bilik. Arini saya sgt sopan, pakai baju kurung! Tudung bia macam 2 je, ikat ngan ring. Waahhh.. NURQIMAH, kamu sgt sopan! I like!

Masuk je dewan seminar 2, saya cam agak tekejot. Sgt x ramai! Xsampai 50 orang pon. And saya duk depan skali. Time 2 ustaz da start da.. Sume org pandang saya sbb saya masuk lewat. Da la lewat, pakai pulak heels. Ble jalan, bunyi prap..prap.. Adus, malu nye saya! Ye la, saya mana ade slipar yg flat..

Ble da duduk, saya pandang kiri kanan saya.. And belakang saya. Tiba2 saya rasa sgt kerdil. Majoriti pakai tudung labuh n yg besar2. Ade yg pakai sarung kaki. Saya rasa sgt rendah hati. And I almost cried! Mana tak nye, majoriti perserta dari kalangan muslimah yg begitu menjaga batas aurat. Mereka yg ade kesedaran pasal tuntutan agama pon still lg datang bengkel 2 tp golongan macam saya yg hanya taw benda basic je sgt kedekut masa untuk hadir dlm majlis macam 2. Yg beriman makin tinggi imannya, saya yg leka dgn duniawi makin lemah imannya. Nauzubillah..

Kata2 ustaz 2 byk wat saya rasa sebak. Sama macam kawan2 Islam yg lain, saya pon solat 5waktu sehari tp saya kre solat saya xcukup sempurna. Saya melakukan solat tp hakikatnya saya sama sekali tidak bersolat! Saya rukuk dan sujud mengadap sang Pencipta tapi dlm masa yg same fikiran saya melayang ke laen. Hari ini saya adalah saya kerana Dia. Dia yang menciptakan saya tp bukan Dia yg saya dahulukan. Urusan duniawi yg saya utamakan, Dia saya kemudiankan. Alangkah hina nya diri saya! Ya Rabbana, ampunilah aku..

Saya sgt berharap semoga lepas ni saya dapat tetapkan iman saya. Saya bersolat untuk bertemu Dia. Saya minta dia tetapkan iman saya, betulkan niat saya. Insya-ALLAH Dia akan permudahkan saya untuk bertemu denganNya. Saya akan cuba perbaiki diri saya. Sungguh, saya inginkan perubahan hidup. Saya ingin merasa nikmatnya iman kurniaan Illahi. Saya ingin merasa damainya hidup dengan dikurniakan ketenangan dariNya..

Saya berdoa semoga Dia mengilhamkan ketakwaan dalam diri saya. Semoga Dia turunkan kekusyukan dalam ibadat saya dan semoga Dia menjadikan solat saya solat yg kusyuk. Amin......

buSY diZZY siLLY

Semalam patot nye saya ade 2test. Test PORTFOLIO ngan REAL ESTATE plus submit assignment PORTFOLIO. Byk betol keje. Test II PORTFOLIO cover dari chapter 6-10. REAL ESTATE pulak dari chapter 8-14 plus 3 special topics! Cane saya nk study byk2 camni???

Semalam saya bangun kul 4 sbb nk study. Susah betol nk merajinkan diri. Ble da pukul 12, mula la nk membuta. Tp akhir2 ni saya terpaksa korbankan masa tidow saya. Hurm.. sbenarnye sket je masa g terkorban. Hehehe.. Saya pon xtaw nape saya sgt malas! Ble la nk berubah jd rajin? Adeh..

Test PORTFOLIO smlm sgt susah! Sbb nye saya xbace part theory. Saya just wat calculation je. Saya bajet lecturer malas nk wat soklan theory sbb da xcukup masa nk mark paper tp last2 theory lg byk dari calculation! How come??? Sudah nye, sparuh je saya dpt jwb! Hua3.. Wisau nye=(

Test abes kul 1. Pas abes test, saya ngan Su teros prepare untuk next test pulak. REAL ESTATE. Baru bace sampai chapter 11. Adoi.. Tensen! Tup2 Daya bg taw dye terdengar rumor konon2 test postpone. Huh? Biar betol? Saya teros msg Sir Nizam..

"Sir, is it true that u have postponed the test?"

Time 2 da kul 2. Test kul 3..

Sir balas msg saya: "Yes.. But we're going to have a past year question presentation today."

Damn! Saya bangun kul 4pagi sbb study RE sampai kan PORTFOLIO saya tolak tepi jap sbb RE byk lagi tak cover, tup~tup test postpone! Panas! I'm pleased that the test was postponed coz I'm not ready to sit for the test but at least they should inform me a day before. Ni sejam before test baru taw. Kalaulah dari awal lagi saya taw, bley la saya study PORTFOLIO ngan tenang nye. Ni tak, saya macam orang bodoh study PORTFOLIO pas 2 RE, pas 2 PORTFOLIO balik, pas 2 RE balik.. s***! s***** a**!

Tarik nafas panjang2.......... Tenang.. Tenang.. Hua3.. Saya malas nk celoteh panjang. I have 4 tests waiting for me this week plus 4 assignments to be submitted! All the best SITI NURQIMAH!

ANGPOW on 24 SYAWAL 1430

Arini kelas saya patot nye start kul 8.30, kelas Real Estate. Tp cam malas je nak g kelas arini. So saya ngan sonox nye sambung tidow. Hehe.. Next class, kul 10.30 pulak. Kelas Personal Finance. Tak taw kenapa, arini saya cam happy semacam je. Spanjang jalan nk g kelas, asik senyum je. I couldn't stop smiling! Seriously, it was for no reason! Hehehe..=) I just felt better today..

Puan Fadzilah ajar pasal retirement planning arini. Adoi, pening kepala ble pikir soal duit. Ble da keje nanti, xtaw la macam mane nk manage duit. And yg paling xbest ble puan cakap ble kte da ade family esk2, komitmen kte lg byk! Smpai kan nak tolong parents pon susah. Saya xtak nak jadi macam 2. Saya xmo jd ank yg berkira ngan mak ayah saya. Ble saya susah, mak ayah saya la yg tolong saya. Dan saya harap ble mak ayah saya susah, saya la yg akan tlg diowang. Tp puan cakap, ble kawen esk2 our priority is our family;husband and kids. Hurm.. memang betol la org cakap, sorang mak/ayh bley jage 10 orang ank tp 10 orang anak belum tentu bley jage sorang mak/ayah. Sedey nye saya!

I hope I could find a kind-hearted husband. Plus a rich one. Hehehe.. Takde la.. Harap2 esk2 mak ayah saya still bley bergantung hidup ngan saya. Esk2 ble saya ade family sndiri skali pon, my family is not just consisted of my husband and kids but my parents as well.

Ala.. panjang pulak saya cite. Sambung baik pasal kelas td. Hehe.. B4 lecture habis, Puan Fadzilah bg kertas test ari 2. Tiba2 dye cakap:

"Ok, the highest mark is.. hurm, actually not so high tp ok la.."

"SITI NURQIMAH, come to the front. Saya nk bagi gift kat dye."

Saya terkejot. Lar, saya ke??? Hehehe.. Puan bagi ang pow! Thank u puan.. Saya akan jadikan hadiah ni sebagai peransang untuk saya lebih berjaya pada masa akan datang. Yark! Poyo ler ayat. Hahaha..

he has LEAVED us, FOREVER T_T

This morning, as I attended a Personal Finance Seminar at UM branch somewhere in KL I was getting very shock as I heard that En. Halim has passed away last night. I don’t know how to describe it but it is really a heartbroken for me. I didn’t even know him, just familiar with his name but last week my Personal Finance lecturer did mention about him. In last week lecture, we learnt about insurance. One of the common types of insurance is medical insurance. However, only few Malaysian have awareness regarding the importance of that medical insurance and only a small percentage of Malaysian took that insurance.

Back to En. Halim, he used to be our faculty’s deputy dean. Now his position was taken by the horrible En. Abdul Samad. Hehe.. Hurm, if I’m not mistaken En. Halim was attacked by minor stroke a day before raya last year. Within 12hours, he was then attacked by major stroke. As he is a division A government servant, he was sent straight away to the government hospital because he didn’t own any medical insurance.

In my point of view, I think that 12hours was good enough for the specialist to take an immediate and preventive action to save En. Halim but since he was in government hospital, nothing much could be done. Nothing could be done within that 12hours and his condition became worst when he was attacked by major stroke. If En. Halim do own medical insurance.. If their family able to bear the cost of transferring him to private hospital.. If.. and if.. and if…..

I’m not trying to blame government hospital nor denying their expertise. It is not that services provided by government hospital are bad but as they have shortage staff, nothing much could be done. Poor En. Halim, he was attacked by stroke a day before raya. I am very sure that most of the staff was leaving for their hari raya holidays on that day.

As contrast to government hospital, private hospital would definitely work at their best effort to save En. Halim. It is all the power of money. I’m not saying that money could save us from dying but at least with money we could get a better treatment. Ajal maut di tangan Illahi tapi kita sebagai umatnya wajib berikhtiar untuk yg terbaik.

Raya 2009, genap 1tahun En. Halim koma. Beliau koma sejak diserang major stroke. During this period, his eyes opened widely but his brain was not functioning anymore. Dan hari ni, malaikat maut telah menjemput En. Halim setelah lebih setahun beliau berperang dengan maut.

I just couldn’t stop crying while I wrote this because it was just last week my lecturer told us about En. Halim. I even told my friend if it is possible, how if we, students at our faculty donate some money to En. Halim. But it is really a distressing to not being able to do something to En. Halim as he has leaved us. Forever!

But one thing for sure, at last he didn’t suffer anymore. Dah lebih setahun beliau koma dan saya pasti ianya sesuatu yg menyeksakan. Saya kira, family En. Halim pun redha dengan permergian En. Halim. My sincere condolence goes out to his family and relatives. It must be hard for them but maybe it is the best. Nothing much I could do know except recite Al-Fatihah for him. Semoga En. Halim ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 terpuji dan dijauhi seksa alam kubur. Amin………

Al-fatihah

2hari lepas, Shamel ym saya. Mula nye saya cam malas nk layan. I just didn't feel like to have a chat with him. I did't know why, maybe sbb ari 2 saya ade terasa ati sket kot ngan dye. Biasalah, sometimes I was being dreadfully sensitive. But still, SITI NURQIMAH never changes. Tak sampai 3minit, saya da pon reply msg dye. Hehe.. I putted aside those hurt feelings and simply replied his msg.

After having several chat, I could trace that there's something not right with him. I know him for 4years but still, it is really a hard job for me to predict him. He is unpredictable. Sgt2 sukar untuk difahami. Tak taw ape yg dye pikir. Sometimes he's being so cold but then he tend to be very outgoing. I really can't understand him. But he is always gorgeous indeed! Hehe..

After few minutes, I asked him whether he's ok or not. He told me that he was in 'jiwa kacau'. Hurm, slalu nye dye berjiwa kacau ble bz ngan project. Bese la, Architecture student..

One thing I love about him is he always seeks for me whenever he was in jiwa kacau. Saya ske ble dye cite ngan saya. Saya pon macam da masak ngan style dye. Mula2 dye just msg2 bese and ble saya wat lawak, dye slalu nye akan cakap “sibaek msg mu, lega sket rasa.” And lepas 2 baru la dye cite pasal kekacauan jiwa dye. Hehe..

Tapi kali ni cam laen sket. Dari style dye msg saya, dye cam risau je.. Rupa2 nye nenek dye masuk hospital. Saya xsempat nk tanye lebey sbb pas 2 broadband saya probs. So I just sms him..

"Wei,sowi..Tenet ak probs plok.Hurm,mum jgn la wisau ngat.Kte same2 doa..Gapo2 msg la ak neh.."

Then, dye reply ckp OK..

Time 2 dalam kul 10 lebey. Malam. Ble da kul 12, saya siap2 nk tidow. B4 tidow saya msg ngan Jenna. Tiba2 dalam kul 1, Shamel msg saya..

"Nenek aku ninggal dlm 11.50 td. Sdekoh r al-fatihah neh. Salam.."

Saya kelu! Speechless! Betol2 xtaw nk ckp ape. Dye baru ngadu kat saya yg dye xsempat jumpa nenek dye raye ari 2 n dye nak balik kampong pas kelas esk nye sbb nk jumpa nenek dye. Tp takdir Illahi, xde sape yg bley lawan. Al-fatihah untuk arwah nenek Shamel. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang terpuji dan dijauhkan dari seksa kubur.. Amin.....

4Syawal punyer citer..

Arini kitowang da janji nk betolak kul 9. Cam bese, mak saya bising kejot kan saya. Mulut dye x henti2 bebel. Konon nye saya besiap lame la, mandi lame la.. Dye wisau kalau kawan saya tepaksa 2nggu saya. Hehehe.. Sibaek saya da siap time Salman datang amix kat umah.. Pas amix saya, kitowang g amix Cikin pulak. A'a, Farah ngan Hanif naek ngan Ikhwan. Saya awal2 lg ckp xmo naek ngan Hanif. Sure gadoh!

Sbb malas nk bersesak, so kitowang decide g Pasir Mas dulu. Ikot jalan kampung. G umah Cikgu Him, cikgu BM kitowang time sekolah rendah dlu. Hehe.. Tp kitowang x singgah lama sebab mentua cikgu xbape sehat, kena heart attack. Harap2 dye da sehat..

Pas 2 Hanif ngade2 ajak singgah umah mak sedara dye. Byk songeh betol mamat 2! Tp umah mak sedara dye sgt besar! Macam istana! Cantik!

Pas 2, g umah Haydar pulak kat Pasir Hor. Waaahhh.. umah dye pon besar! Ni 1st time saya masuk umah dye. B4 ni dengar mak cik saya je cite. Umah dye ade 9 bilik! Uiks.. Lame gak la kitowang lepak kat umah Haydar. Syafiq pon datang same. Lame betol xjumpe diowang! Cikin ngan Hanif 2 saya da slalu sgt da jumpe. Ikhwan, Farah ngan A'a pon boleh la.. Slalu la jugak.. Salman.. Hurm.. Dye jiran saya ok! Hehe.. Syafiq pulak raya taun lepas dye datang umah saya. Hurm.. Kre Haydar la yg paling lame saya xjumpe. And he has changed a lot! Sangat2! Makin kurus, sampai cengkung! Windu nye saya ngan mase sekolah2 dlu..

Lebey kurang kul 1 lebey, kitowang betolak nk g umah Cikgu Adli pulak. Haydar x ikot same sbb ade hal ape ntah. Umah Cikgu Adli kat Kg Sireh. Penat jugak la kitowang cari umah dye sbb kitowang call, dye x angkat. So nak tak nak, tepakse tanye orang kampung. Rupe2 nye umah cikgu betol2 kat tepi Tesco. Heheh.. Patot la cikgu xjwb phone, dye silent phone sbb tidow! Hahaha.. Sowi cikgu, ganggu masa tidow cikgu.. Kitowang nk beraye je..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA semua..

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN=)

Dr Ikhwan's Open House

3 Syawal..

Dr Ikhwan wat open house, dye jemput g umah. Cikin datang amix saya kt umah. Naek motor. Hanif pon ade same. Raya tahun ni Dr Ikhwan xbg ang pow. Hehehe.. 1st time xdpt ang pow dari dye. Da besar da.. Da 21 la kate kan..

Ade nasi dagang! Waaahhh.. my fevret! Tp saya makan sket je. Hehe.. Malu! Bkn malu ngan Ikwe tp serabot ngan Hanif yg asik duk usik saya. Benci betol! Destinasi seterus nye ialah umah Cikgu Naela.. Ni first time g beraye umah cikgu. Da lama x jumpe cikgu..

Ble balk dari umah Cikgu Naela, Salman pulak datang umah saya. Saya cam penat sket time 2. Hehe.. So saya just amix air dalam peti ais je, malas nk wat air. Haha.. Kesian Salman.. Sowi yer! Next time datang saya wat air besh2..

Malam nye, cousins ayah datang. Tak pernah kenal pon diowang! Mak saya cakap time saya kecik2 dlu diowang slalu datang umah. Kadang2 kitowang g jln2 umah diowang kt Subang. And paling best ble spupu ayah 2 cakap kat mak:

"Da besar anak sulung awk. Lawa betol dye skang.."

Hahahahaha.. Time kaseh mak cik! Saya single lagi taw.. Ank mak cik cane???

h0h0h0 balik kampung~

2 Syawal..

Pagi2 lagi mak da kejot. Adeh, benci betol kne bgn awal pagi! Huarggghhh.. Tensen! Kelam~kabot gak saya besiap. Yelah, baju x iron lg. Mandi da la lama. Tak cukup 20minit jgn harap saya klua toilet. Kul 7, sume da siap.. Gara~gara nk balik kampong, sume bgn awal.. Hehe..

:: kat umah b4 betolak ::

Cam bese, ayah bawak kete slow je. Sejam pas 2 kitowang sampai Rantau Panjang. Jeng jeng jeng.. Persoalannye di manakah letak nye kampong mak saya??? Hehe.. Mak saya pure Thai ok! That's why ler saya ni chumil orang nye. Hahaha..

Macam bese, kitowang masuk sempadan Thai gne jalan air je. Hehehe.. Illegal nih.. Da lame da ayah xrenew passport. Macam scary je masuk ngan kete. Naek perahu xsampai 5minit pon. Sorang 5baht. Kre murah la..

Arini Abe Peli xkeje. Cuti. Ayah x abes2 usik dye, either da g jln umah tunang ke blom. Hurm, spupu saya yg paling encem da betunang! Hua3.. Da nk kawen da pon.. Terkilan nye! Hahaha.. Mak sdare saya bukan maen excited lg tunjuk kad undangan kawen yg dye pilih. Lawa! Bentuk heart. Tak pernah dibuat orang. Siap ade 3jenis kad lagi! Yg 1 lg 2, lg lawa. Ade gambar laki ngan pompuan pakai baju pengantin ngah menari. Waaahhhh... Nk kawen gak!

Pas siap makan n borak2 sambil tengok barang hantaran kawen, ayah suh kitowang g umah Ayoh Yi. Abang mak saya. Dekat je umah dye. Jalan kaki je..

Dalam kul 2 lebey kitowang da siap2 nk balik. Awal2 lagi saya da request kat ayah yg saya xmo tidow sne. Sane sgt buhsan. Nk tgk TV pon asik cite Thai je. Kalo ade subtitle xpe gak. TV3 pulak xyah cite la, macam TV zaman P Ramlee.. Hitam putih je. Benda paling best kat sne, makanan la.. Byk gler choice! Sbb 2 ayah ske g sne. Kejap2 ajak mak balik sne. Mak saya pulak walaupun lahir kat sne, dye macam xsemangat nk balik kampung dye. Ayah saya lg semangat.

:: b4 pulang ke umah ::

AIDILFITRI 2009

Arini saya mau cite pasal raye.. hehe.. 1st day raya, kul 5 mak da kejot. Mak ngan ayah g smayang sbuh kat surau. Tym mak kejot 2, saya da bukak mata da. Tp ble mak da kua, saya pom sambung tidow balik. Hehe..

:: b4 kua umah ::

Kul 8.30, g smayang sunat hari raya kat masjid. Ramai sgt rakyat jelata Kg Laut yg pulang beraya! Pas siap smayang, kitowang g kubur arwah nenek. Windu nye kat arwah! Jgn xtaw, saya ni cucu kesayangan. Maklumlah, cucu sulung..=D

:: potong kek ngan Kak Ti. Secret Recipe da sold out! ::

Pas 2, balik umah. Our menu on the 1st raya was sate. Besh nye! Tgh sonox mkn, Ayah Li datang ngan Mok Cik Noh. Pas 2, Khairul datang melawat Tok Ayah. Tak lama lepas 2, Kak Ti pulak datang ngan Abe Lel. Mok Ngoh xdpt datang coz xsehat.. Pas siap makan, ayah ajk g umah Mok Ngoh.

:: kanak2 ribena otw g umah Mok Ngoh ::

Kat umah Mok Ngoh, makan kuzi ayam. Wow, my fevret! Sgt suke! Mulut asik pot~pet~pot~pet je. Mok Cik Noh, Ayoh Su, Mok Ngoh.. Ble suara diowang begabung, memang riuh! Pas makan2 borak2, kitowang g umah Mok Su Zah pulak..

:: Mok Ngoh xsehat ::

Kitowang balik umah time da nak masuk Zohor. Saya da salin uniform da. Panas pakai baju kurung! Lebey kurang kul 3, Abe Zu pulak datang umah. Tak sampai sejam pas 2, ma n femly datang. Sgt ramai! Maklumlah, ma ade 10 anak! 2 belom kre cucu lg 2..

:: wif Yaya yg sgt xtif! ::

Dulu tym kecik2 saya sgt rapat ngan ma. Ma da macam mak kedua saya. Ma ngan mak saya sbenar nye adik~beradik angkat. Kakak angkat mak saya. Dulu tym kecik2 saya slalu maen kat umah ma sbb saya xde adik nk maen, so ank2 ma la yg jadi kawan saya. Ma pon da anggap saya macam anak dye. Ble jpe saya, dye peluk saya, cium saya.. Saya ni kan comey orang nye. Hehehe..

That's all from 2st day of raya.. Nanti sambung cite raya ke 2 pulak..=)